me ..sad.

mom..u lied to me.
u said God would never give me more than i can handle,but it doesn't seem to be that way for me.
the tribulations that i'm facing,so much that i cannot handle it. it is heavy..really heavy..and cruel.
mom..how much longer do i have before i need to say goodbye to my beautiful dream?
during these time,what would be best for me to do?
i hope these tears stop falling someday.after this darkness,clear up someday..i hope the warm sunshine dried up these tears.
my vision is gradually fading away.my dream is becoming hazy,i'm standing lost.don't tell me it will end like this.although fears always make me hesitate,but deep in my heart,there is an echo which propels me forward.
step by step i will move firmly forward today.filled with excitement and fear,.
even if i stumble or fall,i will still move one step forward.

when will i meet my dream?..

i need pray from u.